Its Raining its Pouring.!

Okaaaay.... so it hasn't started pouring yet but it has sprinkled twice in Monrovia && its uber gray outside. I'm personally happy. Although i loooove the summer time, I've been looking forward tah wearing cute beanies && scarves. Lol. So i pick mi seasons for fashion purposes, sue me.! Lol. Yesterday i put in mi away that the guys that like me should send a 'resumè' to mi tmail && I'd read it && eventually pick a guy. I got some awesome resumès tho && one day, unless the guy i really want asks first, one of em will be mine. Lol hey that's love for yu tho... there's not much logic in it. Anywho.... who enjoyed those old skool cartoons.? I know somebodii watched bqus mi views went up by 10.! Lol. Well yea lemme know what yu ppl like so i can keep posting cool stuff. I jus randomly type stuff that pops in mi head. Like right now I'm thinking about love, like a lot. Like why the heck is it so hard tah fall out of love.? Like idk who can relate but i know I'm irritated by this. Lol. Like no matter what, there's a person, well two ppl, that I'm alwaiiz gonna care about && do what i can tah make them feel better or help them. && if right now today one of them said they wanted tah be with me I'd say yes in a heatbeat. Or blink of an eye. Whatever is faster. Lmao. Pretty pathetic huh.? But idc bqus they never really did anything so terrible tah me && we are still friends && started as friends. && they are the sweetest, most caring, awesome, great, loving, funny ppl i ever met. Maybe its the single life getting to me. I've onlii been in love && had a serious relationsship twice but I'm never single as long as i am now. Like usually it takes a month or 2 tops. But id[even]k how long I've been single this time. && lowkey its mi fault. Lemme tell yu, lol. So i was with this guy for a while. We had been together twice before. So I'm thinkin 3rd times a charm right.? Wrong. He suddenly gets all distant && stops calling, texting, aiming, && all that. He blames it on work && skool but of course I'm like, well shit jus leave a message or something lettin me know yu care.. He did but it wasn't enough. So i dumped him for a jerk. Well i didn't pick a jerk on purpose but he ended up being a jerk. Long story short, listening tah ppl who didn't even have a relationship, && being unwilling tah patient && work things out, caused me tah lose a great yet busii guy && end up with a jerk that i had tah dump within like 2weeks. Sux huh.? Lol. Welp that's life... I'm dealing with it pretty well tho. Well anywaiiz, cnt think of much more tah type. I'll be back when i think of more. Adios.!